A mid summer night hare (65)

Ackley says, “How can they just make me sterile like that? I used to fuck 40 AV porn stars a night in Tokyo but what am I now? I am not a man anymore. It is all because of you, Emmy Ran!”

Emmy says, “I am deeply sorry for your tragedies. But it is no use fighting against God and your destiny. Just face the reality.”

Ackley is about to break down. He yells at Emmy, “You are one evil bitch. You are sent by devil to tempt me. You are one hell of a bad woman.”

Emmy shakes her head and sadly comments, “Karma is a bitch. There is no need for revenge. Just sit back and relax. Those who have hurt you eventually screw up themselves and if you are lucky, God will let you watch. I would rather live as if there is God and then find out there isn’t than to live as if there is no God and then find out there is. You know, I am different from you. You think you can get away with your sex crimes and bad deeds. If everyone reasons like you, the world would be hell out of order.”

Ackley says, “I am smarter than you. I have 9 distinctions. You had 8. My college is higher ranked than yours. I work at Marrow and your firm does not even exist anymore. I am doing better than you in every single aspect. I am the winner!”

Emmy says, “Losers complain and winners train. All you have is an empty soul trapped inside a walking dead body. Nothing records the effects of a sad life more graphically as the human body.”

Ackley says, “This is impossible. You just get mad at me for turning you down, and for rejecting your love. You love me but you are jealous of me. That’s why you have been seeing a psychiatrist for all these years. Because I don’t sleep with you, because I cheat on you with your friends, so you get jealous. You can’t accept the fact that you are a standby.”

Emmy says, “I never change a bit since the day we first met. You just never understand me. I am seeing a psychiatrist because you are transforming to a live Dracula. To be honest, I need to seek professional help after your sexual abuse.”

Ackley says, “This can’t be. I am just entering m 30s. Ever since we were teenagers, I have been anticipating the 30s when you get old and sour so all your admirers will leave you alone like a football. Your values will only depreciate after 30s and I will be at my prime age enjoying the fruits from my hard work earlier on. I will have a car, a house, a beautiful wife, an enviable life, stable income, children and everything everyone else has ever wanted.”

Emmy says, “So do you have all of these now? Don’t forget you will also get bald and fat and stinky and impotent in your mid life crisis.”

Ackley says, “The best is yet to come. Things will only get better! Men are more attractive as they age. We are not afraid of getting old.”

Emmy says, “I am sorry but to tell you this. Your subconsciousness has been hugely affected by the Jesuit church you went to. You think and reason like Adam of Eden. You think that woman were born from Adam’s rib. Obviously, even kindergarten kids know that babies are born from mother’s womb. You subconsciously think that women are men’s belongings. You think the sole purpose of women is to entertain men and satisfy their sexual needs. But unfortunately, you will die like Adam and taste the forbidden fruit in the forever lost paradise.”

Ackley says, “Women are just sport cars. They look good on the outside but once they are owned and run by men, their values only depreciate afterwards. Men can fuck as many women as they want; but women cannot.”

Emmy says, “You objectify women. You treat women like men’s accessories, such as clothing which you can dump whenever you want. This is a huge mistake. Why are men only human but women are depreciating goods? If you forget to love, life will only be a race against time. You have never loved anyone in your life. You treat women like flowers. You think that sex is just a way to release stress. You take love as a game. You have fun playing among women. You are William.”

Ackley says, “All men have paid sex. I am just being normal.”

Emmy says, “Dust and lust come together.”

Ackley says, “I work hard just to give a better life for my parents. What’s wrong with that?”

Emmy says, “You are eloquent as an oyster. Yes, love love love. You love them so much that you wanted to murder your very own parents, right? You couldn’t even afford a bag of chips when you were little and you wanted to get rid of your family members so you can once and for all enjoy life with a full stomach? All you treasure in life is money and sex. You have no love, no affection, no friendships and no empathy for others. I tell you what, even if you put all your time and efforts down to earn a Harvard degree, you won’t ever get out of poverty. Harvard does not solve your problems. Going to Harvard does not guarantee success. A Harvard degree won’t change your destiny. You should do more good deeds and be an honest man. If you don’t borrow money for your sex and drug addictions, you should have had a great life ahead of you. But because you are greedy and foolish, you poison yourself with paid sex and cocaine just to work your ass off in a bank. Even if you stay at your job with a non-functioning brain, you won’t live long enough to enjoy what you have earned anyways.

Ackley says, “I don’t believe in destiny. I won’t succumb to fate.”

Emmy says, “Dream on. Change destiny. Whatever will be will be.”