Confessions of a Cat-holic (110)

My cousin, Ada, was a graduate from UCL's architecture bachelor program and UPenn's architecture master program, both legitimate and astonishingly high-profiled. But in terms of accomplished material success, she was not even in the same league as Ukio. Who said you needed to graduate from Harvard to be a good interior designer? An Ivy League degree could sometimes lead you nowhere, especially in Hong Kong.

My favorite pasttime with Rex was our sharing of lunch box every day. He always asked me what I wanted to eat for the day, since the menu changed on a daily basis. I usually had no preference but whenever there was 粟米肉粒飯, I would make him order that for me. It was our secret code, because the dish conveyed the hidden meaning of "show me your love", when pronounced in Cantonese.

He would then finish the lunchbox after I finished my half. When there was no one around on campus and when we walked out of the school territory, he would kiss me on my forehead and hug me to show how much he cared for me, as a response to my request of "show me your love".

I liked the way he gently pulled the chair for me whenever we ate out, laden with love and tenderness, whether it was a fast food diner or a fancy restaurant or a noodle stall on the street. I could not remember where our first kiss happened anymore but I was sure it was the first kiss for both of us. It could be under a tree down where I lived or on the bus or somewhere we were seen outside, as a legacy of Rita's public french kiss in Toysrus. I never told Rex anything about Rita but he seemed to be able to read my mind. We were like lost friends who had known each other for a century. We were very much in sync with each other.

He liked to wear khaki pants when not in school. He liked baggy clothes, a bit like those skater boys, but with a local touch. His favorite piece of clothing was a pink shirt, which I found it hard to carry for any boys but he did it just so well. He had a very good fashion sense with over-sized casual tees and jeans from brands like Evisu. Whenever we kissed, he would open up his thighs a little bit to adjust to my height because he was around half a head taller than me. He was also bigger with wider shoulders and arms as an athlete, so whenever he hugged me, I felt that I was completely immersed in his indulgence.

Over the course of around a year that I dated Rex, we never took our clothes off in front of each other. Sometimes I wondered if he had tattoos on his back or something. On this, I had actually opened up and raised my concerns about 20 years after we broke up. I asked him for the reasons why he was secretive about his nude body. He said that he was just a bit shy, for no apparent reasons.

We both finally broke our silence 20 years later and we both agreed that he had a big dick. How did I know? I felt his erection when he kissed me and even though he didn't take off his pants, I was pretty sure it was about the size of a super geoduck clam, thick and bit round with a lot of flesh, just like the ones I saw in the wet market, but even bigger. It felt soft yet bulky at the same time. And he did not just have an erection when we started kissing. It was gradual. I would not feel anything in the beginning but it just somehow elongated and enlarged as we got intimidate, just like a geoduck clam pulling its head into the air with strength and curiosity outside the underwater world.

Everyone assumed that I had slept with Rex and I was fine with that. What was better than saving my virginity versus proclaiming to be Mother Mary in a Christian school anyways? I didn't go around to brag about Rex's dick size but it was already assumed by everyone that I fell in love with Rex because of his super dick size. They even said that I needed to wear Huggies adult napkins to school because I fucked him too hard. Okay, thank you very much.

It was known to me that many people had the speculations that I did not love my suitors back because I only liked white people's dicks, no, should be black people's dicks. If I turned anybody down, it would have to be about their Asian dick sizes.