mingyu can read me like a fax machine
- Amanda L © Leung Yuk Yiu
- Jun 20
- 2 min read
One of the reasons why I like Mingyu is that he can read my mind. Without me telling him anything. Like we are in sync.
But Gordon Park doesn't seem to really care. Or understand me on a deeper level. I think he is just a very jealous person. All he thinks about is whether I am in love with another person. But Mingyu seems to care about something a little less personal than that, like macro stuff. Very hard to explain.
Whatever, maybe not. I just think that Mingyu is very observant. Maybe I think too much cos I am too sensitive. When it comes to the person I like, I tend to think more positively than he really is. Maybe he is not as good as I imagine him to be. I don't know...
Mingyu started going out with Sammy in freshman spring break. We went to London together. Just me and Sammy. We went to those HK UCL parties. And we lived in a dorm. Things were so expensive that we had to make sandwiches from the supermarket. And we lived in a guesthouse of SOAS. I don't know....Sammy and I actually went through a lot of stuff together. I really don't want to date her ex. Not just because of moral issues, it just doesn't feel right. It is very against my personality. I don't think I can imagine myself in bed with Tom either, for this reason. Until I overcame this issue, maybe I could consider dating him.
Sammy lost her handbag in London. We took a lot of pictures together but she never smiled in her pictures. As we were checking out emails in the SOAS dorm, Tom asked her out in an email. And they started going out as a couple finally.
I felt disappointed yet happy for her at the same time. That feeling is very mixed. When the guy you secretly admire asked your best friend out...
Sammy shared a lot of details of her intimacy with mingyu with me. I totally lost my interests for mingyu after hearing it. No joke...
A lot of people may have thought that my relationship with Gordon Park was like APT Bruno Mars and Rose. Actually, I had never had Korean drinking games with Gordon Park. He cannot drink. I only had sake bombs and Korean drinking games with Mingyu. So APT is dedicated to Mingyu, not Gordon Park, sorry.
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