不如講一下我在一年多相處時光中所接觸和感受到的 Eddie 是一個怎樣的人吧。雖然很多人不認為我和 Eddie 的那段關係是刻骨銘心的真愛，還有人說我和他只是一夜情（詳情請參考《死去活來 one night stand》，你懂的，卓韻芝）的關係，但是我覺得我應該為他說一些公...

我忘了是誰先要誰的電話號碼了，如果是我做主動，我也一點不驚訝。既然上天讓我能認識到這麽完美的男人，那麼我也應該相對應地作出行動。會不會是他先問我拿電話號碼的呢？我真的忘了，你就當我是先做主動的那個吧。 拿電話是第一步，是最基本的；我很少那麼主動拿異性的電話號碼，通常都是別人...

我是在 Jason 的生日派對照片上第一次留意到 Eddie 的。對了，還沒有正式跟大家介紹我的前男友，他的名字叫 Edward。但是，我不叫他 Edward，我叫他 Eddie，是他讓我叫他 Eddie 的，因為田雞的英文名字是 Ed；換言之，Eddie...

話又說回來，到底我和啤啤之間的是愛情嗎？ 年輕的我曾經是那麼的計算，我搞不清楚我是喜歡還是愛啤啤，因為我還沒有嘗試過墜入愛情的感覺，我也不覺得我會擁有一段刻骨銘心的愛情。我認為真愛只會出現在螢光幕裡，那是故弄玄虛的都市傳說。...

在遇到這個心儀對象之前，到底我是怎樣的一個女人呢？ 我要承認我以前是一個非常現實的人，可能是因為星座的原因吧。我覺得婚姻只是一個等價交換。男人，要有錢有地位有學歷有好的工作才可以找到一個理想的對象。同樣地，一個女人要溫柔要體貼要樣靚要身材正才可以嫁得好。我覺得這是一個很公平...

曾幾何時，我覺得我是一個很理性的時代女性。 我一直都不太相信愛情，我覺得那只是一些生理的反應，是暫時的情緒和不切實際的感覺，而且我不覺得這個世界很有愛。尤其是我們母校和華仁有這麽多的宿怨，那就更讓我對愛情抱有懷疑和戒心了。...

平常很嗜睡的我居然也失眠了，就今天晚上。 很難相信我會再一次因為思念一個人而失去睡眠的意欲。我想起我的前男友了，我覺得每一次想到他都很痛苦，有時候我真的寧願我可以把他徹底忘掉，不知道為什麼每次一想到他，我的情緒就會被牽動起來。現實是我連他的電話號碼都沒有，根本沒有辦法和他聯...

終於寫完了一部小說，現在算是多了一點空餘的時間。最近有很多思緒浮現在我的腦海裡，彷彿一些以往的記憶又重新潛入我的腦海裡。本來想做一段視頻記錄一下自己的一些想法，但是畢竟到了四十歲的年紀，樣子又有點浮腫難分，身材又偏肥，還是像一些小說作家那樣以文代說好一點吧。...

It took me around 15 years to finally say that I could talk about Eddie without any emotional attachments. It took me 15 years to open up...

But I really thought I would get married with Eddie when I dated him. I had a plan. I wanted to stay in New York for a few years, working...

I always had a feeling that his brother didn't understand how Hong Kong worked. Did he mistake me as one of the Twins? I might look like...

Here was my other confession. During that year I lived with Eddie, I took shower three times a day on average, and brushed my teeth...

Eddie came from a doctor's family, there really wasn't anything that I would like to change about him. He was that perfect in my point of...

I finally found that I actually had a purpose in life. I had been following the crowd going with the flow all my life, going to a band 1...

I had been idling in relationship status for the last 8-10 years. I really wanted to take the time to think through what I wanted to...

I heard that Edmond was hospitalized again for a tumor in his ear. I sometimes doubted if that could be the reason why he was kind of...

Later I discovered on Apple Daily that Derek was a frequent visitor of the night club Magnum when I saw his face on news about Magnum's...

A few years after I broke up with Eddie, I began to have repeated dreams about him. I dreamed that my cell phone was out of service and I...

I intended to have my ass covered like that. But in the end, I still couldn't betray my heart sleeping with a guy who regularly visited...

After I almost screwed up almost everything that could go wrong, I was told by Vic Garber that I might have to consider moving to another...